. . . . . . . .Do you want it? Do you want anything I have?
Will you throw me to the ground like you mean it, reach inside and wrestle
it out with your bare hands? If you love me, Henry, you don’t love me
. . . . . . . .in a way I understand.
Do you know how it ends? Do you feel lucky? Do you want to go home
now? There’s a bottle of whiskey in the trunk of the Chevy and a
. . . . . . . .dead man at our feet
staring up at us like we’re something interesting. This is where the evening
splits in half, Henry, love or death.

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .— Grab an end, pull hard,
. . . . . . . .and make a wish.

"wishbone" by richard siken
art: #picrew #あめだまメーカー / @napo_lapis

anth - 23 - she - queer - europe - eng/ita

[ computer science student - writer - cat lover - full time shipper ]

I really just love words and art made of them.

art: #picrew #ぶくまねこメーカー / pixiv


my SNS profiles are mainly fan accounts, dedicated to my several, ever-changing interests: mainly anime and video games, sometimes books or tv-shows, occasionally movies or comics.

things you should know:

✧ I tend to have "problematic" ships: I ship underage, age-gap, incest, abuse/badwrong, xeno, and I'm most likely forgetting something. If you're uncomfortable with it, don't bother telling me: I don't care.

✧ I don't mind, and oftentimes I use for myself, the term fujoshi. No, I'm not a cishet girl, no, I'm not really into the seme/uke dynamic. I still like BL as a genre and I'm grateful to it for the impact and meaning it had for me personally.

✧ Please stay away from me with your anti bullshit. Meaning, I don't care about what you think is fetishising, immoral or gross. I watch, ship, write and more generally enjoy whatever I want. Fiction affects reality, but not in the way you think it does.

✧ My profiles are generally NSFW and might contain triggering content. Follow at your own discretion.
I will not check whether my followers are 18+ or not: if you're not I would prefer for you not to follow me, however. Remember to enjoy your internet responsibly.

✧ If you like or RT anti "hot takes" and generally stuff about ships being "pedophilia" and shit like that, even if you don't write it yourself, I will unfollow you and sometimes even block you or softblock you, I don't care if we have been mutual since twitter was created, I don't want that stuff on my feed.

art: #picrew #ぶくまねこメーカー / pixiv


my online presence is not much varied and pretty inconsistent. I like social networks but prefer when they're bloglike (with long posts) and very customizable and after the change in tumblr policies I still haven't found my place in the web

socials, private messaging, blogs

For now, I stick to Twitter as my main fandom related social and I'm trying out Mastodon (ask in pvt for my account on it) and attempting to blog more often on Dreamwidth. You can ask me stuff anonymously on CuriousCat.
As for private contacts, I'm very active on both Discord and Telegram and regularly check my email.
Lastly, you can follow things I'm watching and reading on my AniList and Goodreads.


Nintendo 3DS friend code: 4098-5532-7731
Nintendo Switch friend code: SW-6628-8622-7497
PlayStation Network handle: anthealb
Steam handle: anthealb


you can find virtually all my (recent) writing on my Archive Of Our Own account. Rating, genre, and category can vary a lot. If you enjoy something I wrote, I'd love to hear something from you, even if it's just a short "I loved it!".
If you like what I write to the point you'd like to commission me, that is possible. I also offer Dungeons & Dragons customised character backgrounds & compile character sheets for a small price.

art: #picrew #ぶくまねこメーカー / pixiv


You can find examples of my writing on my ao3.
On my main pseud, antheeia, you can find my fanfics and on anth you can find my original works.
Examples of D&D character sheets and backgrounds coming soon.

writing commissions

I don't get commissioned often, but I am willing to accept commissions if I think I'm able to take them after discussing the ideas with the commissioner. I have experience writing fiction based on prompts and requests, as you can see on my ao3 account (several of my works have been written for fic exchange challenges and therefore have been based on requests or prompts).

As a general rule, I write any rating, any warning, (almost) any kink. If you have a multichap in mind, I might not accept it, but let's discuss it first.

Payment is always in euro via Paypal.
Prices are as follows:


* For word counts >4,5k, we'll have to discuss the possibility. If I do accept, the price would be +2€ to the total for every extra 500 words.

D&D characters commissions

I play Dungeons & Dragons pretty often, and one of the things I enjoy the most is creating backgrounds for Players Characters. I'm familiar with 4th edition, 5th edition, and 3.5 edition. What I offer are characters made especially for you and according to your requests and taste (not pre-made).

Payment is always in euro via Paypal.
Prices are as follows:

simple background3€
starter pack5€
complex background6€
compile character sheet (lv 1)+3€
+1 level to character sheet+0,50€
short piece from the pov of PC+3€

simple background (3€)

You like compiling character sheets and creating characters with the best multiclass combination and the strongest attacks, but you have no imagination for a background, or you just don't like creating them? I'll do it for you!

Specifically, you'll get:
✧ one character background (simple story, usually around 500 words)

starter pack (5€)

It's your first time playing and you're not sure how to make a character and how to compile your character sheet? Leave it to me!

Specifically, you'll get:
✧ fully compiled character sheet for one level 1 character (including attack spells)
✧ simple background

add ons:
+0,50€ to add 1 level to the character

complex background (6€)

You want your character to have a complex and compelling story but you don't want or don't have time to create it yourself? At your service!
Specifically, you'll get:
✧ one character background (story richer in plot, around 1k)
✧ small character profiles for related characters appearing in the background (parents, close friends, significant others)

add ons:
+3€ to get a fully compiled character sheet for one level 1 character (including attack spells)
+0,50€ to add 1 level to the character (if compiling sheet)
+3€ for a short (max 500 words) piece from the point of view of your character or another relevant character from your background (diary page of the character, narration of a specific moment from their background, personal letter to loved one, etc.)

art: #picrew #ぶくまねこメーカー / pixiv


The following are non-exhaustive lists of some of the things I watched, read or played, the ones that stayed with me the most, and of ships that say something to my own sensitivity. They're updated from time to time.

Kamen Rider has a dedicated page here

my favourite fandoms:


vatican miracle examiner ┆ 91 days ┆ mob psycho 100 ┆
digimon (adventure, 02, tamers) ┆ fate/ ┆ bungou stray dogs ┆devilman ┆ gideon of the 3rd ┆ berserk ┆ evangelion ┆ cute high earth defence club ┆ ...more on my anilist


digimon story cybersleuth & hacker's memory ┆ nier: automata ┆ shin megami tensei (iv, desu, sj redux) ┆ legend of zelda (breath of the wild, ocarina of time, majora's mask) ┆ ace attorney ┆ danganroma 1&2 ┆ xenoblade chronicles 1&2 ┆ fire emblem (awakening, fates, echoes)


asimov's bookslindqvist: let the right one in ┆ bulgakov: master and margarita ┆ nabokov: lolita ┆ kj charles: a charm of magpies series ┆ ...more on my goodreads

shows, movies & other

kamen rider ┆ the dragon prince┆ venom (movie 2018, some comics) ┆star trek (tos, tng, ds9) ┆ star wars

my favourite ships:


vatican miracle examiner: roberto/hiraga, roberto/josef, josef/ryouta, bill/julia, roberto/julia, ruggieri/julia91 days: nero/avilio, strega/avilio, vanno/frate, ronaldo/frate ┆ mob psycho 100: reigen/mob, basically any other ship ┆ digimon adventure 02: daisuke/ken ┆ fate/: iskandar/waver, archer/rin, kirei/gilgamesh ┆ bungou stray dogs: odasaku/dazai, dazai/chuuya, atsushi/kyoka, tanizakicest ┆devilman: akira/ryogideon of the 3rd: gideon/georges ┆ berserk: griffith/gatsu ┆ evangelion: kaworu/shinji


digimon story cs - hacker's memory: keisuke/yu ┆ nier: automata: 9s/2b, adam/eve ┆ shin megami tensei desu: naoya/mc ┆ loz: breath of the wild: sidon/link ┆ ace attorney: wright/edgeworth, simon/athena ┆ danganrompa: hinata/komaeda


asimov, robot cycle: elijah/daneelkj charles, a charm of magpies series: lucien/stephen ┆ lindqvist, let the right one in: oskar/eli

shows & movies

kamen rider (in dedicated page) ┆ the dragon prince: harrow/viren, aaravos/virenvenom: symbrock (venom/eddie)star trek tos: kirk/spock ┆ star trek tng: riker/troi, q/picard, data/geordi ┆ star trek ds9: garak/bashir, jadzia/worf, kira/dukat, obrien/keiko/kira ┆ star wars: anakin/padme, kylo/rey, kylo/hux

art: #picrew #ぶくまねこメーカー / pixiv

kamen rider

the tokusatsu world is slowly corrupting me. feel free to drop kr and toku recs in my inbox (or anywhere else).
you have no idea what kamen rider is? ask me! or follow this link


✧ W (44/49) ❬ rating so far: ★★★★☆ ❭
✧ Build (37/49) ❬ rating so far: ★★★★★ ❭

plan to watch

1. OOO
2. ExAid
3. Amazons
4. Wizard
5. Gaim
6. Fourze
7. Kuuga
8. Kabuto
9. Blade


✻ Hidari Shotarou/Philip (W)
✻ Himuro Gentoku/Isurugi Souichi (Build)
✻ Banjou Ryuuga/Kiryuu Sento (Build)
✻ Himuro Gentoku/Katsuragi Takumi (Build)
✻ Isaka Shinkurou/Sonozaki Saeko (W)

art: #picrew #ぶくまねこメーカー / pixiv